February 2010
74 posts
Even though I know better and I act like I dont care. I still wait around for you…..even though you never show….and it still always hurts.
“Heres to the nights, that turned into mornings… and the friends, that...”
January 2010
84 posts
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“Loneliness is about the scariest thing there is.”
– angel from buffy
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“We mustn’t lurk in doorways. It’s rude. One might question your...”
– Ursula in the little mermaid
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Monomer
We learned about a monomer in 10th grade science class and immediatly I fell in love with it.
It was a combination of the things just the way it sounded, how it rolled of your tounge I like it.
I immideatly turned to my best friend at the time and told her she was naming her first son Monomer, and we were gonna call him mono. And if he went to Jamacia they could say hey mon.
But it was more...
“When that chute opens you feel like you’ve done something kings and queens can’t...”
– — Gary Busey, on skydiving (via kevin)
……but all youv’e done is fall.
How long does someone stay with you before they arent a guest? Cause its been 4 days and im thinking its time to start doing shit around the house. Is that mean of me?
“The caveat is that people don’t change. They do, of course, but not when...”
– Diana Vilibert
The truth is people dont care. About anyone but themselves. The truth is that people dont care. And thats awful. Because why am I the only one who cares about her, not my mom, not my dad, not her family, no one. They act like they care when its convenient for them but when she needs someone no one is ever willing to make the sacrifice.
14448.) Honestly, I think I'm beautiful. I'm just...
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I love this <3
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Can you let someone back in your life that has already hurt you so many times? Can it ever really be different? Is it even worth a shot or should I just leave the past in the past? Even if I dont want to?
I dont understand what you want from me. You tell me Im too hard on him. That I should try to get along. And you know what it hurts me to hold all that anger and blame on him it does but I had to and finally Im trying not to let that get in the way of everyday life and now you hate me for it. For getting along and talking to him. As much as it hurt me to hate him it hurts so much more when you...
went out bar hoppin with my dad last night. My throat hurts from sing karaokee. Cant wait till sat. 80’s night up the bar it will be smackinnn. Plus my girls trying to hook me up with some guy up there. What can I say im a sucker for a boy who can sing. U should of heard Dear Prudence when he sand it, it was amazing. Made me melt. (=
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“A strong disinfectant solves every problem.”
– Glee Emma Pillsbury
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Taylor Swift wrote a song about her mom called the best day. Everytime I hear it, it brings me to tears. I wish my mom loved me like that. I wish she was there for me that way. Its not that we fight everyday or hate each other. But I remember twice when Ive gotten my heart broken, the first time I was trying my hardest to keep it together and she told me that she knew it was coming, that it would...
14387.) I used to look forward to talking with you...
blogsecret:
It’s what what got me out of bed in the morning, it helped scribble some colour into the otherwise depressing, grey monotony that is my life. But now, something seems to be overtaking you, stealing from me your attention and your heart and now I’m afraid to even call you for fear that you won’t pick up. I’m glad that you’re moving on with your life and continuing to be happy, I...
I have no direction in my life. I have no goals. I dont know what I want to do. I dont have big plans like everyone else. I was watching the holiday and she knew everything she wanted in life all her dreams, she thought they werent achievable yet she still wanted them. So from now on Im making plans. Setting goals because if I dont I never will.
Im going to college for education (early education...
“Heartbreak last a few years but regret, that lasts a life time”
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i just wrote about all the crappyness of my day and tumblr had an error….lets add that to the list.
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“Sometimes the past is something you just can’t let go of. And sometimes...”
– Meredith Grey
Greys anatomy
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Meredith: Were you drinking when I was a kid? When you left me with my mother and got another family and never looked back?
Thatcher: No. I didn't start drinking until much later.
Meredith: Well then, we can't blame the world's evils on alcohol, can we?
“Life moves pretty fast. If you don’t stop and look around once in a while, you...”
– Ferris Bueller’s Day Off (via b3lla-donna)
She lost everything she had in one week. First her mom then her dad. The worst part is I dont know if she’s ok. None of us know. I havent talked to her in almost 8 months I guess…wow its been so long. She stopped taking my calls and calling me and ignoring my messages and it was ok because it wasnt the first time I’d just hoped she was on a new set of friends and would come back...
It doesnt hurt when you say his name or mention him in conversations. It hurts when you ask if it does, or when you apologize after bringing him up. It hurts when he wont go anywhere he knows I’ll be. It hurts when I explain how it doesnt hurt. It hurts later when I think of how we cant even be friends anymore.
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So I decided Im gonna put up some of my drawing. i know they suck but i enjoy it anyways (=
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“Begin nothing until you have considered how it is to be finished”
– Fortune Cookie
luck numbers 27,17,29,5,14,35
